With My Valentine

Sitting under the sunset
Over the sea horizon 
With rocky mountain of a light house
Breathless, I got lost in endless Million Dollar views

Watching the moon arise 
While the ocean waves
With lights of ships back and forth
Timeless, I walked through paintings of Paradise

Four years my Friend
Celebrate our Valentines Day together
I have grown and learned and found
That the completeness is in me all alone

That I found someone whom
I have always wanted to be with
By becoming that person
And share that passion, hopefully one day

And I know this
That whenever I am away
From the Peace that You are
You’ll be there for me
With Love, Truth, and Light

Beautiful You, Beautiful Me

In a beautiful city
by a beautiful river
under a beautiful sunset
with beautiful You – in me

I can not contain
the Joy that You are
flowing out from
the joy that I am

Living in celestial City
with endless possibilities
On Earth, as in Eternity

Walking through Infinity
On the path of Light
Love, Truth, and Liberty

Awaken to Truth

Once I have forgotten
Who I really am
Once I have been lost
Trapped without end

Now my eyes are opened
To infinite horizon
Recognizing the Truth of
Who I really am

We have always been One
Since the beginning of time
I have always been You
Before the world foundation

I am the light of the world
As You are
I am the Love, Peace, and Liberty
As You are

As You are
As all that You are
I am!
I am that I AM!!!!

Whenever I close my eyes / 每當我閉上眼目

Whenever closing my eyes

I am at a different place

Angels are playing harps

Singing above Sea of Glass

Tops to tops; glory to glory

Through tunnels and valleys

Winter to spring; summer to harvest

Through weeding and pruning

Whenever looking in Your eyes

My heart melts into pieces

Hold Your hands, face to face

Falling into deeper space

As One, fly and rejoice

The Kingdom of Grace

As One, we taste and bring

The Heaven on Earth

每當我閉上眼目

身心即在另一處

天使們豎琴彈舞

歌唱那玻璃海霧

峰過峰榮耀再榮耀

經過山洞幽谷

冬至春炎夏秋穫

經過修草剪除

每當看著祢眼目

心就被溶成碎土

手牽手對望凝目

進入那隱密深處

合一裡,飛越歡祝

恩典的國度

合一裡, 親嚐帶出

天堂人間處

我倆是如此合一

追隨在曠野枯地

我倆是如此合一

活水嗎那無缺席

信心仰望應許地

敬拜在迦南美地

我倆是如此合一

花果樹下相依偎

根固磐石不動移

爭戰在應許之地

我倆是如此合一

仇敵聞風要顫驚

剛強膽壯奪城地

To the fullness of Thee

After a long path

Back to our secret place

I am amazed

As we dance

I am now taller

I am now stronger

I am now purer

I am now more like You

As a celestial being

Take on this body

Behold Your glory

To the fullness of Thee

Let it be counted for the Eternity

Walking around the streets
Driving through the city
My tears are coming out
Because of Your goodness

I have walked the journey of Faith
Through the valley of death
Feeling no evil with Your rod
Overcome the course with joy!

Glorious moments this may be
Your love has ever embraced me
Let it be counted for the Eternity
That I have done this with Thee!

再唱信心的歌！

再唱信心的歌！

無論夜如何黑；

讚美神要工作，

使你所信能得。

再唱信心的歌！

你魂應當讚頌；

神愛信心之歌，

於漫漫長夜中。

再唱信心的歌！

仇敵必要顫抖；

讚美必勝鬼魔，

何致被他箝口。

再唱信心的歌！

不久天就要曙，

要唱無盡的歌，

永遠歡唱悅主！

不求名，不求利

不求名，不求利

更不求掌聲

不計得，不計失

更不計死生

曠野中，列日下

甘苦十字架

謹獻上，身心靈

愛火燒荊棘

化作光，長明亮

榮耀我父王

Ask no fame, ask no profit

Ask no applause

Count not gain, count not loss

Count not life or death

In the wilderness, under hot sun

Bitter-sweet cross

Only to offer, body-mind-spirit

Burning bush by love

Let it be light, forever shine

Glory to my Father’s name!

Heaven Encounters during this conference - 2/5/2011

Meeting Jesus in the subway

As I’ve been training and teaching people to give words, I keep getting the same message: “God was about to birth something in me – very significant. What we had been experiencing, which we thought couldn’t get any better, was just a start. The Lord would increase the influence of what we do.”

On subway, my head fell down, and I saw Jesus laid his hands on me. He showed me the ‘egg’ we’ve been impregnated. It had camouflaged shell. I saw Him break it. Then I got up from the vision.

“Lord, whatever this ministry is, if it’ll take away my first love, remove it now. I want to always love You. If any assignment, Lord, let me raise up an army who really loves You.”

Falling on the floor

Next day, after Heidi Baker’s night conference, I was walking with another Taiwanese girl – then my friend came. He laid his hand on us and we both fell. She started laughing and while I was calm. I enjoyed the peace – then realized I had no strength.

Guys in our group came rescue me. Our leader told me to get up, but I couldn’t. They had to drag me through the street on the bus, then into the luggage bin.

I started travailing. I rolled around groaning. I had no reason to be in pain but couldn’t control myself. My teammate Russell asked, “Jean, what happened?” In spirit, I saw myself in surgery: My gut was cut open and about 4 and 5 angels were replacing my organs.

Then in shaking and trembling, I start speaking, “Whatever happened to Heidi Baker, it’s now happening to you. Jean, because you love Me, you have sought nothing else but loving Me. Therefore I granted you her torch. Remember, there is a price to pay for the torch – the crosses and the nails.” I saw myself lying on the cross with nails drilling in.

 “Jean, I have chosen you. I have heard your prayer. I have noticed your tears in the dark. My beloved – I granted your request. You shall go rise up an army, who really love me. You would not lose your first love.”

Commission from the Throne

We arrived the hotel and I was finally laid down on my bed. My body started shaking again. My hands were swinging, then my legs. My roommates were praying for me: Removed and healed all the wounds, and bless whatever mission God had for me.

I saw Him on the great throne, with rainbow behind. I was now uncontrollable. He spoke through me, “Jean, You were giving birth. I am pleased with your love, which I couldn’t find among tens of thousands. You are worthy to take My end time mission! You are worthy to be the mother of many nations! Behold, go ignite their first love – for this is a must for My End Time Church.”

My body calmed down. I still couldn’t move. Then my fingers start moving uncontrollably. I felt something is empowering my hands to play instrument. It lasted about 40+ minutes and I finally restored my strength. I found out later that I can play harp in spirit and sang out Heaven melody to match any song.

Heaven Worship

Next morning, in conference before worshipping, I thanked the person who laid hands on me. Jokingly, he did again. I felt down. Finally I asked to be put to the side, facing walls.

Worship began. I couldn’t move or dance, so I closed my eyes to love God in spirit. “I love You, Father. I am so happy, because I can always love You.”

Suddenly, I found myself in a different place. I saw a huge stadium with layers and layers of people. It’s like a sport stadium on earth, which typically has about 3 to 4 levels of seats. Here however, had hundreds of layers. At least that’s as far as I can see.

I saw roles and roles of people in white gown and gold belt decoration. They are all singing and watching the center stage. There were no empty seats. My spirit sense was enhanced. They were playing exact same music in the conference on earth – except in more splendor and magnificence.

The center stage was round, with steps around. I saw dancers swinging the silk belt in the air dancing. They were dancing with joy and unity. Everyone was rejoicing and participating the worship.

Crown of Worship

Then I saw Jesus next to me. He smiled, “Remember our wedding? We haven’t danced yet.” We landed on the center stage. I was in awe. Then He took my both hands, and jumped like kindergarteners. I laughed so hard, because it was so non-professional for this occasion. We laughed – just keep dancing and jumping. “I like how you dance, Jean. I am excited to show you off in Heaven.”

Suddenly, my outfit changed. I was now fully dressed, dancing with silk belt in the air. I knew I was now chosen to be the worshipper ahead of the battle, like ones David sent. The spirit of David, Joshua, and Shulamite Woman came upon me. I danced some times like a king, some times like a warrior, and some times like a bride. The entire Heaven boiled and cheered. Everyone is rejoicing and shouting the goodness of our God. I felt so happy to be His bride.

I saw a golden crown, with multiple jewels. “I granted you the crown of worship. This is what My End Time Church needs.”

Father’s lab

Then I was in Father’s lab. I was a little baby wrapped in clothes. I looked into His eyes. I knew what this is about. My mom left when I was an infant. I had no memories of her, and thought it didn’t matter to me. But as Father looked into my eyes, I started to cry. He was healing and filling my wounds and sense of abandonment, with His love and tenderness. From my birth, His eyes of love had always been on me – He has and will never leave or forsake me. I love Him, because He first loved me.

Learn to ride horse

Jesus came on a white horse, with another on His side. I didn’t want to ride on my own. “Can I ride with you?” He took me on His back. I laid my head on His sounder, wrapping my arms around His body. I didn’t want to go anywhere. I was set for life!

Then He put me on this other horse. “You must learn how to ride your own horse. Fellow Me!” He took off riding. All I could do was setting my eyes on Him, the horse ran with wherever I set my eyes. Jesus led me into a path joining many people, who were also riding white horses. I sense this is the end time army toward a battle. These were the movement leaders for the end time.

Garden Picnic

Then we were at a garden together. I saw many yellow tulip flowers. (Yellow: glory of God). I wanted to pick up a bunch for Him. Before I did, He gave me a bundle. “Jean, you are prettier than all of these flowers.” I grinned.

We sat down for a picnic. He opened the picnic box. I laughed! It’s a steamed fish my parents wanted me to cook everyday! I swore to my family that I would NEVER eat that if I have a choice. We laughed so hard together!

I start eating the fish. The more I eat, the bigger fish it become. One by one, the fish become so big like a Titanic size. I then said, “I couldn’t eat this fish. It’s too big.” Then I saw the fish cut up into cake size. And these pieces of fish were ready to feed others. I saw them dispersed.

I knew this represent our ministry – as we make disciples and promoted them into leaders. Our ‘fish’ will grow bigger and bigger to feed the nations.

One with Love

One with Love

Like a bird, not gathering in barns

No more cage to be bound

Free flying, where love abounds

Crossing through dusk and dawn

Like a seed, falling into ground

No more self to be found

Light and water, the seed sprouts

Much fruit to be found

Like a river, reaching to the shore

One with the ocean of Love

Forever melts into her Beloved

Ascends to dance with the glory cloud

If the path I travel

"If the path I travel,
ead me to the cross,
If the way Thou choosest
Lead to pain and loss,
Let the compensation
Daily, hourly, be
Shadowless communion,
Blessed Lord, with Thee.

If there's less of earth joy,
Give, Lord, more of heaven.
Let the spirit praise Thee,
Though the heart be riven;
If sweet earthly ties, Lord,
Break at Thy decree,
Let the tie that binds us,
Closer, sweeter, be.

Lonely though the pathway,
Cheer it with Thy smile;
Be Thou my companion
Through earth's little while;
Selfless may I live, Lord,
By Thy grace to be
Just a cleansed channel
For Thy life through me. "

- Magaret E. Barber

Piano Melody
http://www.hymnal.net/hymn.php/nt/377

10/22/2011 Favor of God robe

As the music played, I sit down with eyes closed. I 'saw' a hill. The grass is very bright green, almost like bright teal. And I saw bushes (trimed neatly), and pink flowers. I was 'climbing' (or say flying) with him up the hill. Then we went through a tunnel, very long and narrow. Then I saw a gown, with dark and teal color and gold trim on the neck, etc. The Lord said, "I am giving you the "Favor of God" rob for your trip to Taiwan."

At that point, I didn't care so much of what He gave me. I just 'grab' Him and said, "Let me hold you!I really don't care so much about the gift - I just want to love you!"
Then I saw myself into His chest and hug him so tightly. I didn't want to go. He didn't say anything. There weren't much to say. And I fell asleep.

Victorious, being sons of God!

Like birds into the air,

No more gather in the barns

No more shall I worry

Nor more shall I look back

Like eagles in the sky

Flying against the winds

Sailing through storms

With our Master high and high

Like suns upon stars

Reflecting glory of God

Radiant over darkness

Be a victorious Son of God!

像飛鳥昇到大氣

不再聚糧於穀倉

絶對不要再憂愁

絶對不要再回頭

像孤鷹劃過天際

風雨中不懼對頭

雷電中勝過風暴

與主同飛高又高

像日頭在星星上

反映天國的榮耀

光明必戰勝黑暗

做主得勝的兒女

You are my all in all

The music begins

We sat down

Face to face

Holding hands

Offer my love

Eyes to Eyes

There is no Father

Compare to Thee

I am so lucky

being Your joy

All it takes

To find You is worth it

All it costs

To please You is nothing

Love You so much

You are Love

You are Light

You are my all in all

Music:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pEOzKd54hYU

Eating out with You

Been worked up, been busy

Decide to eat out with You

Seem pity, seem lonely

Within full of love and joy

Your hugs, Your smiles, Your eyes,

Your delight in seeing me

Your passion, Your stare, Your fire,

Penetrate every part of my being

Love takes over while I eat

Love sips out from my skin

So united with You

No more barriers in between

So blessed with You

Forever live, in divine romance

Lord's Visitation on Yom Kippur

I was deep in worship during music at the Yom Kippur 1st day service. Suddenly, in spirit, I saw my spirit walk forward to Jesus as a bride, very well dressed and fixed up. Jesus was in His Kingly robe with golden crown. We danced together in this unspeakable love in Heaven. I felt the occasion was more formal than our usual.

Then He showed me this crown, which I've seen in Feb this year (2011) when I first visited the spirit realm. Back then, I saw myself casting the crown to Him (the future) as I'd completed His good will on earth.

It has gold frame with red velvet with multiple colors of gemstones around. With a few other crowns I've received in the spirit, this was not like any of them. Though all crown given by Heaven are fine masterpieces. This one (in spirit I feel) was extremely 'royal' and with great weight and authority.

He then said, "Today, I crown you to be My Queen. You shall be the mother of many nations!" By this time my face was ran over by many tears. I was totally shaken and undone. He laid His right hand on my head, and pour oil over me. I felt the oil run all over my face as my tears. All kept flowing nonstop.

He then raised my face up to see Him, my beloved shepherd, who is indeed my King! Gently, with much love, He placed the crown over my head. Then He disappeared. I then saw group of angels coming over to further ‘fixing or dressing’ my face and body. I felt this symbolize equipping and renewing for every part of my being.

Then I saw the isle, yes, the mystery wedding only a few mentioned of their experiences. Father and Son waiting, as Holy Spirit gently walking me forward on the red carpet.

Suddenly I was in full queen’s robe and crown standing next to Him in Kingly attire with a scepter on His right hand. We were on a balcony, facing multitude. They were cheering us on for this new announcement! I could only image what Kate and Williams had been through – except, I am the Queen and His’ the King of the Universe!

Then He walked toward and ‘into’ me. We became One. The worship music stopped and I was in total awe.

Note:

After this, He invited me to eat Korean food together. I thought He did because I like it. Korean restaurants usually serve several tiny dishes to accompany a main course. I got total of 7 dishes (1 main, 6 tiny), with 7 different colors.

I asked the Lord why the color combination? He told me, “Covenant!” Oh mine, this in deed our wedding reception that symbolized our new covenant!

The next day, on Yom Kippur finishing service, a lady gave me a bottle of ‘pomegranate anointing oil’ with a necklace which has glass bottle with color of teal (Throne color) and royal blue to hold the fragrance oil.

I looked up what pomegranate means in the Bible – “Fruitfulness”:
Pomegranates contain so many succulent seeds and because their roots take easily to the soil and tend to grow rapidly, many ancient cultures viewed them as a symbol of fertility.

Now I think of it, the red velvet on the Queen’s crown and rope – is indeed symbolizing pomegranates. Well, I guess a Queen's job is really to 'have fun' with the King and make babies! Or say, producing the 'heirs' of the Kingdom. More kids mean spending more time in ‘intimacy’! I guess doing so with the King of Love shouldn't be too bad. :P

I don’t know how. I don’t need to know. I just know whatever He appointed me and I'll simply (force myself if necessary) accept all.

Back in July 2009, while still a Baptist, reading Madame Guyon's book. I asked the Lord to have such intimate relationship with me that we'll bear spiritual children. :) He has gladly and gracious answered my prayer. :)

My God, my King! Foerver my Beloved in all and all!

Free! I am Free! 自由，我得自由！

Free! I am Free!

Free from hurt and offence

Free from lonely and wanting

Free from approval of men

Free from all sin and bondage

Free from all darkness and death!

Free! I am Free!

Free to heal the wounded

Free to give those in need

Free to love those who hate me

Free to all light and life

Free to set people free!

Free to advance in the Kingdom

Free to receive freely give

Free to run and dance with God

Free to stand at His Throne

Free to rule and reign with Him

Free to be sent as Son!

自由，我得自由！
從傷害和過錯中自由
從孤獨和缺乏中自由
從要人的肯定中自由
從罪惡和捆綁中自由
從黑暗和死亡中自由


自由，我得自由！
自由的醫治那受傷的
自由的施於那需要的
自由的愛那憎恨我的
自由豐富的光和生命
自由的去讓人得自由


自由，我得自由！
自由的進階遨遊天國
自由的得又自由的捨
自由的與神跑跳飛舞
自由的來祂寶座會面
自由的與祂一同作王
自由被差派如祂兒皇

The bride of I AM

How can I explain

The thrill to be

The bride of I AM

Created by Father

Perfect and radiant

Lovely in everyway

Redeemed by the Groom

Worth His blood

Pearl out of mud

Forever we dance

Wonders in celestial realm

One in perfect Love

Forever we romance

Marvel in heavenly Kingdom

One with Son of God

Walking with You like Enoch

Yearn for what’s lost
Step up to find God
Dare to seek Him
In the Garden of Eden

In the cool of the day
Pass morning dews
My heart is on fire
In the Heavenly air

Ah, there You are!
Stretch out Your arms
I walk the path
Beside the source of life

In unity and harmony
Absorb the breath of God
Carry the light of life
Walking with You like Enoch!

My beautiful bride

My bride, whom My Father prepared

You are all together lovely

Beautiful, glorious, and radiant

Perfect in every way

My heart freezes in your eyes

My breath stops as you dance

You are worth all my life

You are worth all my heart

Come closer, My beloved

For I have waited patiently

That you will one day look at Me

And hold Me dear to your heart

For you are all together lovely

I am waiting for our wedding day

Walking down with My beautiful One

Into My Father’s House, as One.

He meets me on the beach

He meets me on the beach

As we sit beside the fire

He prepares me the fish

As we exchange our eyes

He stares me tenderly

As I dance on the rock

He receives my love

As we unite in spirit of love

He holds my hands gently

As I lost my breath

He embraces me closely

As my heart freezes

Forever, I live in His arms

Forever, I live in His love

Forever, I am sold out

Forever, I am undone!

We’ll dance

The music started, I heard
“Come, Beloved!
I can’t wait,
To dance with you.”

The light dimmed, I stood
Stretched my arms
Into Your arms,
I danced with You.

The walls opened, I saw
Father on Throne
Bless us both,
We danced with Him.

What can I ask?
I have Your love.
What can I seek?
I found Our home.

Forever, We’ll dance
Forever, We’ll sing
Forever, We’ll fly
Forever, We are One!

Broken in His arms

Broken in His arms,
Like a ship, sunken by the storms.
Little boats, parking on the shore,
Can they know the depth of the roar?
Broken in His arms. Broken in His arms.

Broken in His arms,
Violence and turmoil seem to cloud,
After rain, the sun shines.
No more wind and wave be found.
Broken in His arms. Broken in His arms.

Broken in His arms,
Life after death; gain after loss.
Creation melted into Creator,
Forever being His favor,
Broken in His arms. Broken in His arms.

破碎在主懷中

破碎在主懷中

像孤舟，沈沒在暴風

那些船，停在岸避風

豈能體會   波濤洶湧

破碎在主懷中，破碎在主懷中

破碎在主懷中

強風巨浪，似乎逞雄

風雨過後，萬里晴空

不見先前   巨浪暴風

破碎在主懷中，破碎在主懷中

破碎在主懷中

死而後生，失而復得

被造溶入   造物主中

親蜜永享   主的恩寵

破碎在主懷中， 破碎在主懷中

Piano:
http://www.youtube.com/my_videos_edit?ns=1&video_id=g5YFVCo-xLs

Melody:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X2fYhzcRCes
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This is my most favorite poetry, written by Margaret E. Barber, a Chinese missionary in the 1900s from England. She is the mentor for Watchman Nee. People described her as “A Christian that shines light.” She lived 20 years of hidden life in southern China, giving herself entirely to the Lord.

The vision of the picture comes to my mind a few weeks ago. As we left ‘Egypt’ and sail by faith into the storms and were cut from all ties from Egypt, utterly broken, yet we were found in His arms.

In His arms and loving presence of perfect union, no longer we struggle or frightful of the storms. Oh, it’ll be totally ok if we just die and sink with the Lord together for good.

The three little boats, parking at the shore, though looking away from Egypt, yet for whatever reason, they have not departed. So they can only look at glimpses of Jesus from a distance.

As finishing the drawing, I realized the clouds on top shape just like a dove, so I added the glory light shining into the Jesus' boat. Some times I would just draw totally by the spirit (that means, my eyes were blurry and my hand just moved by itself.) So the Lord can use my hands totally for His own.

Oh, there will be people who know what’s like: following the pillar of fire by faith, sailing through the storms, broken, yet found the rest in His arms.

Rise up for harvest season

My early labors
With great tears and sweat
Plow and plant
Do not forget their blood shed!

My faithful servants
Bear much storms and suntan
Persevere and withstand
Do not count their lives in vain!

My last day army
Greatest victory is at hand
March forward
Do not forsake souls to save!

Rise up My beloved!
Accelerate toward Me
For you are chosen
For such mission!

Closer, My Love!
Union with Me
For much to harvest
In this season!

I let Him fight the battle 我讓祂替我爭戰

While dancing I rejoice

For the Lord of Host

Who departs Red Sea

Has set me free!

While singing I praise

For the Lord of Host

Who comes out of Fire

Has sent me in!

While trumpet I shouted

For the Lord of Host

Who breaks down enemy

Has let me win!

在跳舞時，我要歡慶

開紅海的，萬軍之王

讓我出去！

在歡唱時，我要歡心

火裡出的，萬軍之王

差我進去！

號角吹起，我要歡泣

無人敵的，萬軍之王

使我勝利！

Playing all my love for Thee

Don’t know how to play
I pick up an air violin
Following melody
Dancing with the bow
Playing all my love for Thee

Don’t know how to sing
I join celestial choir
Following melody
Weaving with color
Flying across to Your Throne

Receive my Spirit, Father
Though fancy I have none
Receive my Love, Father
Let me give all that I am

I love You
I thank You
I adore You
I praise You
I worship You
With all of my heart!

If love makes You happy

If true love makes You happy

Let me offer all 

If obedience makes You pleased

Let me submit all 

For my dearest Father

Besides Your Smile

No more I go for

No more I go for!

If faith makes You grinned

Let me establish all

If victory makes You Cheer

Let me Overcome all

Willing to pay all price

Count not life or death 

I love You, Father

I thank You, Father!

如果真愛使你高興

讓我獻上所有

如果服從給祢歡欣

讓我順服全部

我衷愛的父啊

除了祢的笑容

沒有更想要的

沒有更想要的

如果信心使你開心

讓我堅定一切

如果得勝使你快意

讓我克服萬事

願付所有代價

生死都不顧惜

我愛祢，天父

我感謝祢,，天父！

Piano
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P91F9IOo1e4

I delight in You

Undergo valleys

Fly over mountains

Light or dusk

I delight in You

Across diverse trails

Pass victory doors

Thick or thin

I delight in You

Sail over the storms

Step on many waters

Calm or windy

I delight in You

I have trust in You

And will trust in You again!

I have broken through

And will break through again!

I have over come

And will over come again!

This tender voice of Love

This tender voice of Love

Whispered by my Beloved

Giving Himself to His love

“Would you come away?”

This gentle voice of Love

Holding me in His arms

Singing wonders to my ears

“Would you drink My cup?”

I collapsed on His chest

Yes, I would surely come

Holding no more reserve

I have never felt this loved!

I fell down on His feet

Yes, I would drink my cup

Breaking myself to none

Forsake all, for You to come!

Be strong and courageous

Be strong and courageous
Be strong and courageous
The enemy may have a plan
Yet I see your faith aflame!

Be strong and courageous
Be strong and courageous
The flesh may be weak
Yet I see you return to Me!

Be strong and courageous
Be strong and courageous
You may go back to fish
Yet I see you feed My sheep!

I dance with You in the glory

I dance with You in the glory

Loving You with my every being

Holding Your hands to Eternity

I now live only for Thee

I fly with You in the glory

Crossing over mountains of spices

Gazing Your eyes upon galaxies

I am free in Your realm

I worship You in the glory

Praising You in Truth and Spirit

Dropping tears of liquid joy

I am in You, You in me.

Piano Melody:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=APpt84fE6Tk

Melody (Duet)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tCiBsdYGkB0

Melody (Single)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aj6koQKXywU

在榮光中　與祢共舞

愛祢用我　生命全部

牽著祢手　同行萬古

現今活著　只為了主

在榮光中　與祢飛出

穿越跨過　香草山處

銀河夕上　對望凝目

盡情遨遊　自由國度

在榮光中　對祢讚頌

真實心靈　敬拜由衷

滴下串串　喜極淚珠　

與主同在　永受恩寵

My visit to Heaven: The castle, pool, and pearl lesson

8/26/2011 –First official visit to Heaven

Listen to Judy Franklin, “Picture Jesus standing in front of you.”

I pictured Jesus standing on front of me, a vague figure. I just want to leap over and jump into His arms and totally embrace Him.

“Now He’s going to say something to you.”

“I love you.” He said. “I love You too!” I couldn’t help grinning.

“Now He’s going to take you somewhere.”

A small light came, and it becomes a small stream of water, with rocks on both side. I still couldn’t see Him clearly, but I sensed He is next to me. I climbed at first, then leaped, and then I decided to fly – why not? Everything is possible in Heaven!

Every time I reached another level of top, I saw another layer above. I kept going up and up and wonder when this is going to end. Then I saw this massive castle, made by white stones. It’s like a palace.

On one side, I saw a outdoor swimming pool, like Hearst castle.

I jumped right in, swimming in joy. It was a deep pool. I wanted to dance for Him in such a beautiful place. I started to glide on the water. He came join me. We made all kind of beautiful poses that created waves of wonders on the pool.

Beauty and the Beast on ice
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bN_bK0-zPOM

Then we float above the water, continue dancing. I saw the view and scenery from our castle above the crystal sea. I knew that’s my house He has prepared for me. Oh, I have forgotten what I like – but He knows it better than me.

He then watched me dance from the balcony. After dance, I walked up to Him. I was totally dry, emanating with life and beauty. We are both perfect and lovely in every way; perfectly blended in such a beautiful place.

His arms reached over to hold me. I was so in love, “I love You.” “So do I, My love.” There is nothing between us anymore. The thought of resting in these arms to Eternity thrilled me. Oh Jesus, let me give myself to Thee.

He then took me to tour the castle. I felt like in “Beauty and the Beast,” except it was "Beauty and Jesus". I was taken to my bedroom to be prepared for the dancing scene, as in the movie. I told angels to decorate and dress the best for me to dance with the King.

I saw the walls of my room; it’s like a huge palace, with mosaic patterns in every part of the wall and ceiling. Each mosaic wall are made by precious stones. I saw myself in the mirror, "Wooohooo! This is what I am going to look through the Eternity??"

After we were both ready, I felt like a happy queen Esther . We walked down the steps and joined together.

We dance in the castle. I wasn’t sure if it’s His idea – but He knew I liked it. So He gave the best for me. We dance in love again. Oh, I wasn’t used to such wonders but I was determined to.

Beauty and The Beast - Dancing Scene
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9qtTPTxvoPA

PS. I went look up the actual dance scene of 'Beauty and the Beast' - I was surprised how similar my vision compare to this. The stair case, the hallway, the dancing steps, even the balcony afterwards.

Then I saw a golden sword, a golden crown, and a golden breastplate. He place the crown on me. Then I wear the rest.

Afterwards, we were back into the pool again. “Follow Me.” He took my right hand, and jumping into the pool. I was determined to follow Him, regardless. He sank into the deep part of the water, at the bottom of this deep pool. There I saw opening steps down into the crystal sea.

He led me walked down. We continue to sink down at the bottom of the sea. “Why am I here?” Then we saw these huge shells.

He asked me to stab the sword through the crack. As I did, the shell opened. There I saw a huge pearl. But it was a dark gray pearl.

I knew instantly this is the pearl He gave up all riches to buy. “But Lord, it’s dark. It is not shining like it supposed to be.”

Then I saw Him hold up the pearl near His heart, then sprinkle His blood to wash it. The blood reacted violently with the pearl, like acid burning up some surface. Then I saw the pearl become shining, emanated with glory.

There I realized my prayer got answered, “Lord, when others are not following Your path or made the right choice, I want to still love them like You do.” I was having hard time relate to people who wouldn't throw themselves to God totally.

The Lord showed me that even their hearts were opened with truth (sword), our spirit doesn't immediate shine like His. It still needs time for Him to “acid off” the black surface. I just need to have patience for them, recognized their value, and let the Lord wash them personally.

With the light of this shining pearl, the Lord showed me many other sea shells to be discovered. I knew that's He's calling for our lives. Be the light of the world, and crack open the sea shells and bring these great pearls to Him.